
Originally Posted by
Passin Thru
I am not going into details but having shot at someone I can tell you, IT IS TRAUMATIC!
I practice all the time, in my sleep, if I can sleep, day time, at breakfast. I am always seeing the invisible guy. I had military training and it did not train me for this. I went to PTSD counciling for several years and still I have nightmares, most of someone chasing me and killing me. Be sure you are RIGHT before you shoot. It's bad enough taht everything is and worse if it isnt. Practice!
Never having shot someone I cannot fully empathize. I can imagine that it is a stressful, and traumatic ordeal, and I'm sorry that you had to do it. The key words are HAD TO, assuming you were justified (if you weren't you probably would be in prison) it was a decision made by the threat, not by you. If someone pushes you to that point they are leaving you with 2 options as you know: Kill me or I'm going to kill you. The will to live is very strong. You shouldn't feel bad about your actions. People on this board can relate, we all face the possibility of having to do the unthinkable.
You have some very valuable insight to be offered, and members of this board would likely love to have the chance to hear your story. I know I would. I am especially interested because most people I've talked to that have had to pull the trigger lack emotion, I think its the macho bravado, there is no shame in remorse, or compassion just remember that you HAD TO.
Good luck and if you decide to share your story we'd all greatly benefit from it.
Quick to the gun, Sure of your grip. Quick to the threat, sure of your shot. - Chris Costa