CW&M, thanks for sharing your story. It sounds a lot like mine too, so I will give the 'Readers Digest" version of mine.
I was the youngest of 3 girls in my family. Dad gave up on having a boy, so I was happy to become his "TomBoy". Dad had a
gun cabinet with several guns on display, but they were always behind glass, never shot or handled.
Once I was out on my own, in my late 20s, some friends from work convinced me to get a gun and learn to shoot. I actually bought 2 guns, but the first one, a Ruger MKII was nothing but trouble, always jamming. I was afraid of it and didn't really have much support, so I just put the guns away and forgot about them.
Fast forward several years... I moved to Colorado into a ready made family, my new husband has long guns, but doesn't shoot a lot. Now The Columbine shooting happens, and because of my ignorance I am afraid of the guns, especially our kids learning to shoot. Thankfully my husband still taught his son to shoot.
Fast forward again... With the 2008 elections, I was afraid that acquiring guns, and permits to carry would become more difficult, so I decided it was time to dust off the guns and look into getting a CCW. My husband travels a lot for his job, which leaves me to take care of myself. I don't like being defenseless, and the older I get, the more afraid I am getting.
I don't know what happened, but the bug hit me, and over the past 6 months I bought a large safe and it is getting pretty full.

Oh yea, and I sold that darned Ruger. I don't need a gun I can't depend on.
