Sorry about your situation. I know I am not an expert but I will tell you about my gun. I am left handed and left eye dominant. I carry a S&W M&P 9c. It is ambidextrious (or however you spell it.) It also has 3 different grip sizes. I don't know if that is a problem for you but I needed the smallest one. My husband switched the mag release for me, but I relized I liked it better in the other position. My thumb wasn't long enough to reach it. So he switched it back and I use my ring finger to release the mag. I know some people will fuss but it works for me and is the most comfortable. I looked at a lot of guns and there weren't many left handed or ambidextrious out there. I hope this may be helpful.